3.17.2008

blah.

oh god i am bored.
44 days of school left. :DD
then i'm gona forever.
oh, did i mention that i'm DEFINATELY going to palmetto?
yah.
i am.
:]]

oh and yesterday,
i went shopping.
and i got like 6 shirts.
and an awesome jacket.
and i'm happyy :]]]]]

and cj's coming down for spring break!!!! :o

and... we were driving around to look at our possible future house.
and there was this really hot guy skateboarding like the street behind.
and we made eye contact.
and we had a moment.
lmfao.
but it's true.
xD

2.13.2008

stupid questions

1.Would you chew gum after someone else already has?: uhm... no... would you?
2. What song describes your relationship status?: hmm. i dunno.
3. How much does your dog weigh?: i don't have a dog. lol
4. Are you a heart breaker, or the broken heart?: heart breaker. lol
5. Ever been skinny dipping?: not exactly. why do people keep asking that?
6. Earrings or necklace?: necklace.
7. Who have you talked to most today?: so far, hannah
9. Friend of the opposite sex that lives closest to you?: uhh. idk. they all live pretty far. [lol there's no #8]
10. Color of your shirt?: blue.
11. How many years have you taken a language?: this is my first year in french.
12. Who's on speed dial 2?: idk no one?
13. What color is your background on your computer?: bluee
14. Do you wish on 11:11?: sure.
15. Good advice if you ever go camping?: don't go?
16. Are you A BAD influence?: nooooooo. :]
17. What color are your eyes?: blue
18. Would you rather have your name or your siblings your name??: mine. considering i don't have any siblings. and it's awesome. :]
19. Would you do anything for someone?: mmmmmmmm idk.
20. Have you ever been called a bitch?: hah, yes.
21. Favorite color?: red.
22. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?: duh. :]
23. What song is on?: paradise city by guns and roses.
24. Are your grades good?: wouldn't you like to know. [hey there's no 25 either...]
26. Would you date anyone on your friends list?: my friends list?
27. Does your best friend have a myspace?: ohh that's what you meant. ok so ya i would date someone on my friend's list and yes my best friend has a myspace. happy?
28. Whose page did you visit last?: mine?
29. Last time you went out to lunch?: uhhhhhhhh saturday. i think. i'm going out to dinner tonight... hm.
30. Do you watch the Gilmore Girls?: nope
31. Have you ever enjoyed listening to Jack Johnson?: no he's boring as hell. and believe me hell is pretty boring.
32. Have you ever seen or enjoyed watching the O.C.?: nope.
33. Do you have one or more Britney Spears C.D.s?: yes, but from when she wasn't insane.
34. Which radio stations are your favorites?: they kinda suck.
35. Are you a Lost fanatic?: no
36. Still have pictures of your ex?: yearbook pictures?
37. Do you have a song by Ozzy Osbourne in your library?: duh.
38. Alanis Morsette?: nope.
39. Do you watch Family Guy Regularly?: again, duh. :]
40. King of the Hill?: duhhhhhhhh
41. Do you read trashy romance novels often?: no,..?
43. Do you sing obnoxiously in the car?: yes. lmfao.
44. Do you sing obnoxiously in the shower when no one's home?: ok who doesn't?
45. Have you ever watched a little kid's show?: uhm yes.
46. Have you ever pretended your crush was with you when they weren't?: what?
47. Did you draw pictures for your first crush back in elementary school?: no...
48. Have you ever liked a girl/boy but didn't ask her/him out because you were afraid?: nope. :]49. Have you ever written a poem or story about your life?: that would be one long ass poem.
50. Have you ever spent over an hour thinking about nothing but a certain person?: maybe.
51. Have you ever liked someone solely because of their appearance?: i've liked their appearance because of their appearance but not them...
52. Do you eat all the servings in the food groups on a daily basis?: uh sure.
53. Are you ever a freak about cleanliness or organization?: yes. lol
54. Have you ever been to South America or Africa?: no
55. Do you know how to knit?: nope
56. Do you have a cell phone or iPod with a patterned cover?: no, ew.
57. Have you ever written love song lyrics yourself and put them in a song?: nope
58. Do you keep a diary or journal online?: kinda.
59. When you open your closet, what is the dominant color?: idk.
60. Baskin Robbins or Coldstone?: uh.
61. Physics or chemistry?: none?
62. Earphones or headphones?: headphones.
63. Pink or teal?: why teal? lol pink.
64. Earrings or a ring?: ring. maybe.
65. Commitment or casual dating?: commitment
66. Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, or Star Wars?: harry potter.
67. Fly or road trip?: flyy
68. Starbucks?: or what?
69. What is your favorite Disney movie?: the little mermaid :}
70. Have you ever bought clothing at Sears?: lol no.

music. <3

Whats your favorite genre of music?
rock, alternative, indie rock, punk, emo, heavy metal, dance

Whats your best friend's favorite genre of music?
idk if she likes dance but pretty much the same.

Is your favorite genre of music different from your friend?
idk. no.

Do you stick to that same one or do you change from time to time?
i change alott.

Rock or Rap?
rock.

Pop or R&B
pop.

Screamo or Metal?
hmm. screamo.

Gangsta Rap or Hip Hop?
rock.

Be Bop or Hip Hop?
idk what that is..

Grindcore or Hardcore?
hardcore.

Screamo or Grindcore?
screamo.

R&B or Gangsta Rap?
they're both kinda annoying.

T h i s o r t h a t [[ b a n d s & s i n g e r s]]
Green Day or Fall Out Boy?
duh, green day. gawd.

Wecamewithbrokenteeth or Avenged Sevenfold?
meh. neither.

The Sleeping or Good Charlotte?
good charlotte

I Killed The Prom Queen or As I Lay Dying?
ok that's hard.

Underoath or The Almost?
UNDEROATH.

Yellowcard or As Blood Runs Black?
yellowcard. :]

From First To Last or Hawthorne Heights.
argh that's also hard... hawthorne heights maybe.

Cobra Starship or Paramore?
paramore

Evanescence or Good Charlotte?
good charlotte. :]

Slayer or The Murderdolls?
eh.

a n y t h i n g & e v e r y t h i n g

Whats your favorite male singer of a band?
oh jeez idk.

Who's your favorite guitarist? [[Lead or Rhythm]]
again idk.

Name one underground band.
yellow # 5 :] <3

Who's your favorite female singer for a band?
hayley williams i guess.

Favorite drummer?
john bonham.

Heres the all timer, Whats your favorite band?
jeeziz idk!! -spaz attack lol- tie between atreyu, our last night, the beetles, three days grace, red hot chili peppers, gawd idk.

Whats your favorite Rapper?
kanye west. :]

o p i n i o n

Whats your opinion on the song 'Grillz' ?
lol.

Would you rather date a rocker or a rapper?
rokers. <3 duh.

Whats your favorite instrument?
guitar

Do pianos make a song better or worse?
betterr

Does screamo music give you a headache?
as marianne would say, if there's too much scream and not enough mo.

Do you think 50 cent is EVER going to die?
he better.

Do you think radio stations should block out the word 'gun' from songs?
uhm, why?

Do you think there should be more music programs in schools?
yeah.

If you could be in ANY band in the world, what would it be?
our last night. [lead singer is hott. lol]

Jeffree Star or Chris Donathan?
jeffree star. that was random.

2.10.2008

chicken.

When was the last time you cried?: idk.
Have you ever faked sick?: duh... i've been absent 13 times this year. do the math.
What was the last lie you said?: idk. go away.
Have you ever cried during a movie?: duh
Have you ever danced in the rain?: duh
Have you ever been drunk?: nope
Have you ever tried tried drugs?: nope
Do you smoke?: nope
What's the farthest you've ever gone on a dare?: i pretended to like this random guy who was like 9 and asked him for his phone number in front of his mom.
What is your middle name?: paige.
Have you ever been in a car accident?: mhm
What is your favourite sport to play?: sports are eh. golf i guess.
Have you ever made a prank phone call?: duh. lol
Is there anything that you have done that you regret?: yess..
Do you believe in god? no...
Do you believe in love at first sight?: maybe.
How would you describe yourself?: uh bitchy, bipolar, and a klutz.
What are you afraid of?: i've already answered this question. oh well. doctors, spiders, my mom and other stuff.
Are you religious?: no...
What person do you trust the most?: marianne. :]
What is the best compliment you have ever recieved?: apparantly i'm beautiful. :]
What is your greatest strength?: dunno. lying, maybe.
What is your greatest weakness?: idk. didn't i tell you to go away..
What is your perfect pizza?: pizza is greasy.
What is your first thought when waking up in the morning?: "goodnight"
What is your last thought before you go to bed?: idk.
Do you get along with your family?: most of them
Do you play any instruments?: piano, guitar
What kind of music do you like?: anything but country and bad stuff.
Do you think you're attractive?: i guess.
What label are you?: nothing. especially not scene. not. scene.
Would you ever get a tattoo?: maybe a starr
How many piercings do you have?: 2. ears.
What makes you laugh?: anything.
Who would you want to be tied to for 24hours?: no one?
Have you ever seen a dead body?: yes.
Do you have a celebrity crush?: no...
What's your favorite color?: red
Have you ever broken a bone?: my toe.
What happens after you die?: creamated.
Do you watch or read the news?: no.
Have you ever gone skinny dipping?: uhm
Have you ever played strip poker?: no... have you?
Would you ever lie to someone to make them feel good about themselves?: no.
Have you ever bitten someone?: ya. i was pissed.
When's your birthday?: 12/12
Do you make wishes on shooting stars?: no..
Do you remember your dreams?: yes.
Have you ever been in love?: yes..
Are you a morning person or a night person?: night.
Do you have any phobias?: yes...
Have you ever been to the hospital(other then birth): yes...
Have you ever had a nightmare?: many times
Have you ever attempted suicide?: well...no
Have you ever almost died?: i guess. depends.
Do you have any hidden talents?: more than you might think.
Do you usually prefer books or movies?: idk. books are usually better but movies are fun.
Have you ever gotten detention?: yes.
Have you ever cut yourself on purpose?: no
Have you ever hated someone?: duh.
Have you ever had a crush on an enemy?: why the hell would i do that.
Do you have a collection of anything?: no i'm not a lonely 40 year old.
Are you a different person now then you were 5 years ago?: ya... :

confessions

[x] I Talk A LOT when I get really nervous, excited, or upset.
[] I collect/collected comic books
[x]I shut others out when I'm sad/mad
[x]I've stayed up/out night.
[x]I open up to others easily.

[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[] I watch the news.
[x I love Disney movies.
[x] I am a sucker for green eyes.
[x] I am a sucker for brown eyes.

[x] I am a sucker for hazel eyes
[x] I am a sucker for grey eyes.
[x I am a sucker for blue eyes [i like eyes.]
[] I dont kill bugs
[x] I've slipped and fell in public.

[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation
[] I love Spam [who the hell loves spam..]
[x I bake well.
[x] I have worn pajamas to school
[x] I want a better job [i want A job]

[x I have talked on the phone for 6+ hours
[] I love Dr. Phil.
[x] I like multiple people
[] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I am kinda self-conscious.
[x] I love to laugh.

[] I have tried alcohol
[] I drink alcohol on a (somewhat) regular basis.
[] I have tried a cigarette.
[] I have smoked a pack in one day.
[] I loved Lord of the Flies.
[x I have cough drops when I'm not sick.

[] I can't swallow pills.
[] I have a lot of scars.
[] I like chocolate.
[] I bite my nails.
[] I am not comfortable with being me.

[x] I play computer games when I'm bored.
[x] Gotten lost in the city.
[x] Thought of suicide before.
[x] Seen a shooting star.
[x] Gone out in public in my pajamas

[x]Hugged a stranger.
[] Been in a fist fight.
[] Laughed and had some type of beverage come out of my nose
[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[] Made out in an elevator.

[x]Kicked a guy where it hurts on purpose
[] Been skydiving.
[] Been bungee jumping.
[] Gotten stitches.
[] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour [uhm...]

[x] Bitten someone
[] Been to Niagara Falls.
[] Gotten the chicken pox.
[x] Ran into a parked car on foot [yep that's me]
[] Been to Germany.

[x] Ridden in a taxi.
[] Been fired.
[x] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[] Stole something from your job.
[] Gone on a blind date.

[] Had a crush on a teacher/coach.
[] Been to Europe.
[] Been married.
[] Gotten divorced
[x] Saw someone/something dying.

[x] Have a list of people you want to kill [ya i'm a total stalker]
[] Ridden in a car over 400 miles in one day
[] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[] Thrown up in a bar.
[x] Eaten sushi.

[x] Cried in public
[x]Walked purposely into traffic with your eyes closed
[x] Liked someone even though you knew you shouldn't have.
[x] Thought of someone a lot lately.
[x] Hate the world. [kinda]

[x] Likes some rap music
[] Cussed loudly during a church service
[x] Spies on neighbors regularly
[] Actually likes school
[x] Likes to read books

[] Listens to popular bands because it makes you fit in/seem cool [coughcough looserr]
[] Cant cook
[] Tried drugs
[] Ran over an animal
[x] Is addicted to music

[] Hates the color black even though you wear it
[] Is anorexic [pssh]
[] Has bulimia [pssh]
[] Thinks you are overweight [pssh]
[] Is afraid to be by yourself
[] Is afraid of being in a crowd.

:[

wow i haven't blogged in a while.
anyway.
as you may have heard, i am going to palmetto.
BUT.
i actually might not...
not my fault. mom's fault. cuz you know, the real estate market is really suckish, and even though she is actually doing really well, she applied for a job.
but see the problem is, the job is right across from New World. (which is downtown.) and palmetto is, well, in palmetto. (which is far away from downtown.)
and she doesn't want to drive me too school and have to drive all the way from palmetto to downtown because she is lazy.
so we might not move.
which means i might not go.
which means one more year at ransom.
bleh.
fuck.
and you know what she told me? "don't be so selfish, the world doesn't revolve around you"
says the one who applied for a job reallllyyy far away from palmetto even though she was doing good, even AFTER we established that i would be going.
selfish my ass.

12.23.2007

CATS!

i love them. all four of them =)
Mousie, Luna, Katie and Nomar. <3
arite, CHRISTMAS IS COMIN!! aiaiai! okay i got marianne stuff, daddykins stuff, michael stuff, grandma stuff, and grandad stuff. just need to get mommeh and cristy and kendal stuff.... and i have no money. and christmas eve's tomorrow. soyeah, i'm kinda screwed.

ANYWAY. more about my lovelies.
well, i got them today, from this old cuban lady who reminds me of mirtha and WOULDN'T SHUT UP. we were there for 2 hours. ya. so apparantly the kids in her neighborhood are sick and need to be put in a mental hospital or something because they SACRIFICED thelittle kittens' mom for halloween. for no reason.
...wtf???!
so we take them home and my mom goes to petco or something to get kitty litter and food. and i open the cage and they shoot out in different directions, which almost gave me a heart attack. but luckily i am smart and closed the bedroom and bathroom doors so Mousie is trying to get in my room under the door and Luna is in the furnace.
yes the furnace.
and LUCKILY we live in Florida so the furnace is off and Luna doesn't burn to death. but this is still my main concern, so i try to pull her out of the furnace but she doesn't budge and i don't want to hurt her, so i go into the garage to get Tommy's old food bowl and when i come back she's gone. then i look over to where Mousie was and SHE'S gone, and then my mom comes home and says 'where are they..?" and i have to tell her i lost them. xD
so we look for them and Luna was under the couch and Mousie was under my dresser in my room. eventually we persuade them to get out from under their hiding spots and put them together on the couch and now they're sleeping in a blanket and being all cute and stuff.
soyeah, this is gonna be fun.